I hate mornings

Lately it's been hard to get up the motivation to do much of anything that I need to do. Hell, it's hard to even get the motivation to play a video game, or write this blog. I've been overcommiting myself, I know I have, and yet I continue to do it anyway. I'm not sure why. I'm just so... exhausted. And while sometimes I think it's because of how much I've been doing for other people, sometimes I think it's just me. I think it's my depression. I think it's laziness. I don't know. All I know is that the shit that needs to get done isn't get done, the shit I want to do isn't getting done. Nothing is. I feel like I've been asleep all winter and I'm only just waking up. And I hate mornings.